i try to be happy nowadays.
but its so, so hard :(
there's this change in my life. in her life that make sme feel sad and depressed, frustrated, and add another coating of sadness, and then anger.
she used to be my closest friend :( i know her well, she knows me well... now, its like just one way :( sigh. i feel so depressed.
its like she dont care anymore, abt me, about us.
what did i do wrong? why am i acting with such obvious jealousy? we are just best freinds and why am i feeling this way?? whatsWRONGWITHME!
sigh..
i hope ppl around me will be helping me get thru this..pain in going thru, almost everyday :'(
and to Eng Seng: thanks buddy.
to Wen Chuan: you too, thanks man.
StarzBeyond
Hmm..Jealousy..
ReplyDeleteWell mayb u care abt her 2 much that u're afraid that u'll lose her one day..
Try 2 involve yourself in other things n stop thinking abt it..Put it aside n get yourself in class activities,conversations,etc..
Perhaps u will get bak your happiness from there,
See how it goes first..
If it still doesnt change,den tell her your feelings ba n mayb ask her wat she thinks abt u?
Hmm i guess it's a bit 2 straightforward,but i like straightforward ppl though..Need not 2 listen 2 me ..hehe..i always say stupid things..
Mayb u're afraid that u tell her your feelings but she'll tell u things that will hurt u or start avoiding u/staying awy from you since then..
But if u neva try,How would u noe?
Try n fail better then fail 2 try..
[Success often rises out of the ashes of the failures]
Haha jz my comments..u jz listen ba..den mayb get a better solution 2 make your life better..